I Don't Care

You didn’t look back when you left Just closed the door, nothing said I told myself I’d be alright Said it enough, it felt like truth First few nights, I stayed awake Let the silence take your place Then I learned to shut it down Keep it quiet, keep it safe I found bars that never close Faces I don’t even know Same old drink, same old chair Talkin’ like I didn’t care If it meant nothing, why you cross my mind? If I’m so fine, why I need these lines? I don’t care, I don’t care That’s what I tell myself when you’re not there I don’t care, I don’t care But I still feel you everywhere If it’s gone, why’s it still right here? I don’t care… Yeah, I don’t care Long roads under empty skies Miles pass, but not goodbye Every turn looks just the same Every thought goes back your name Your laugh hits me out of nowhere In a room with empty air Side of the bed stays cold and still And I don’t reach, but I always will If it’s over, why I feel you close? If I moved on, why it never goes? I don’t care, I don’t care That’s what I tell myself when you’re not there I don’t care, I don’t care But I still feel you everywhere If it’s gone, why’s it still right here? I don’t care… Yeah, I don’t care Maybe feelin’ was what I feared So I stopped it before it got too real Told myself I’d never fall that deep Now I keep what I tried to leave It was never that I didn’t feel enough I was scared it would be too much I don’t care, I don’t care Why’s it harder breathing empty air? I don’t care, I don’t care But I still need you everywhere If I’m fine, why’s it so unclear? I don’t care… I don’t care No one’s here, no need to pretend No more words I gotta defend It wasn’t not feelin’… It was feelin’ too much in the end And I still care…