最初にくれた“いいね” 今でも覚えてるふりして 本当はもう 流れの中に沈めてた 増えていく通知の海で 大事な名前を溺れさせた 追いかけてたのは夢か？ それともただの欲か？ 前だけ見てたんじゃない 振り返れば 君がいるのを知ってた それでも俺は 目を逸らしてた 拍手の音に酔ってた 静かな声を踏みながら 俺は勘違いして 大事なものを削ってた “ありがとう”なんて 軽すぎて言えない あの頃の君に 俺は胸を張れない 何も言わずに聴く君が 一番まっすぐだった 濁ってたのは 俺の方だった うまくやれてる顔で 本音から目を逸らしてた 支えられてた側が いつの間にか上を向いてた 今さら気づいても 時間は戻らない それでも黙ったまま 進む方がもっと卑怯だ 拍手の音はいらない あの日の声が欲しい 光の中で 影を作ったのは俺だ 遅くてもいいなら もう一度ちゃんと歌う 光より 君を見て −−−−−−−−−−−−−−−−−−−− The first “like” you gave I still pretend to remember it now But the truth is I let it sink into the flow In the sea of growing notifications I let your important name drown Was I chasing a dream? Or just my own desire? I wasn’t only looking forward If I looked back I knew you were there And yet I kept turning away I was drunk on the sound of applause Stepping over quiet voices I misunderstood And chipped away at what truly mattered Saying “thank you” feels Too light to speak To the you back then I can’t hold my head high You, who listened without a word Were the most honest of all The one who was clouded Was me With a face that looked like I was doing fine I looked away from my true feelings The one who was being supported Had somehow started looking up Even if I notice it now Time won’t go back Still, staying silent And moving forward feels even more cowardly I don’t need the sound of applause I want that voice from that day In the light It was me who cast the shadows If it’s okay to be late I’ll sing properly once more Looking at you Rather than the light
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