[Verse 1] You say you sick of all the games I always play But every time you leave me, you come running back the same I know you hate the way I lie, then beg you not to change I break your heart on weekdays, fix it up on Saturdays Yeah, you call me out, I gaslight just to win Tell you that you’re trippin’ when I’m caught up in my sin Make you feel like you the one that messed up everything But when you turn around to leave, I pull you right back in [Pre-Chorus] I’m toxic and I know it, but you love the way I am You keep trying to fix me with your heart inside your hands [Hook] I know I'm feeling pain I know that I'm the one to blame I know I can't explain but it hurts right now It hurts right now, it hurts right now It hurts right now, it hurts right now [Verse 2] You say you done with me—baby, you say that every night Then you wake up in my hoodie tryna argue that you right I be spinning truth and lies like I’m choosing what to write You know I got a problem, but you love the way I bite We breaking up and making up like every other day I’ll block you for an hour then I call like, “Where you stay?” You tell me I'm the worst but you still never walk away You addicted to the chaos and the way I make you stay [Pre-Chorus] I’m toxic and I know it, but you love the way I am You keep trying to fix me with your heart inside your hands [Hook] I know I'm feeling pain I know that I'm the one to blame I know I can't explain but it hurts right now It hurts right now, it hurts right now It hurts right now, it hurts right now [Bridge] You say that you leaving I tell you you’re tweaking We fight on the weekend Then back by the evening You swear that you done But you don’t really mean it We toxic as hell But we both kinda need it [Hook] I know I'm feeling pain I know that I'm the one to blame I know I can't explain but it hurts right now It hurts right now, it hurts right now It hurts right now, it hurts right now