I Was Scared To Lose You and I Lost You Anyways

[Verse 1] I got a mirror full of questions Half-answered Scratched out lines I kept saying I’d fix myself While you were standing by my side I didn’t mean to fade to quiet Didn’t mean to drift so deep I was scared you’d see me breaking So I hid what you could keep [Chorus] I’ve got a lot of work to do on me But I never meant to disappear Baby I shut you out ‘cause I was scared to lose you And somehow I lost you anyway I never thought I’d lose you in the process Didn’t see the damage I was doing to your heart Please come back to me If there’s a way back to the start [Verse 2] You were knocking on my closed door I was living in my head Drawing circles on the ceiling While you cried alone in bed Every “I’m fine” was me drowning Too proud to call your name Now I’m talking to the silence Owning every bit of blame [Chorus] I’ve got a lot of work to do on me But I never meant to disappear Baby I shut you out ‘cause I was scared to lose you And somehow I lost you anyway I never thought I’d lose you in the process Didn’t see the damage I was doing to your heart Please come back to me If there’s a way back to the start [Bridge] I’m not asking you to forget it I’m just asking for a chance To show you I can stay this time Not run from where we stand If you’re holding any hope at all You can lay it in my hands I’ll be here I’ll be here If you ever turn back again [Chorus] I’ve got a lot of work to do on me But I never meant to disappear Baby I shut you out ‘cause I was scared to lose you And somehow I lost you anyway I never thought I’d lose you in the process Didn’t see the damage I was doing to your heart Please come back to me If there’s a way back to the start Please come back to me I’m still waiting in the dark