There's a light on in the hallway I don't remember turning on I've been standing here for hours Trying to figure out what's wrong My reflection looks distracted Like she's somewhere else tonight I almost ask her what she's thinking Then I turn away from the light The thoughts arrive in broken pieces Nothing stays where it belongs I start a sentence, lose the ending Forget what I was looking for There's a version of me somewhere I can almost recognise Every time I get too close She looks away with my eyes I keep pulling at the loose ends Searching for a reason why Every answer opens something I was trying to leave behind I'm coming undone I can't tell when it started Every piece I try to hold Feels like something discarded Nothing fits the way it did Nothing feels like mine I'm searching for the person I can't leave behind I keep reaching for the old me Like she's waiting where I left All the memories feel unfamiliar I don't know what happens next I've been forcing every seam Trying to make the pieces fit Maybe holding on so tightly Is the reason none of it does I keep pulling at the loose ends I'm exhausted by the fight Maybe I can leave them hanging Let them stay that way tonight I'm coming undone I can't tell when it started Every piece I try to hold Feels like something discarded Nothing fits the way it did Nothing feels like mine I'm searching for the person I can't leave behind I used to know myself... Maybe I've been trying To become who I once was Searching for the missing pieces Never asking what was lost Maybe I don't need to find her Maybe she's not gone Maybe all this falling apart Is where I can move on I don't have to go backwards I don't have to stay the same I can leave a few things broken I can walk away from blame I'm coming undone I won't try to hide it All the parts I pushed away I'm finally letting inside I'm tired of holding pieces That don't fit me anymore Maybe I was never meant To be who I was before I'm coming undone Something's shifting underneath The road ahead is out of sight I finally breathe The hallway light is still on I leave it there tonight I don't need to know What comes next...
