Sasaeng in the Dark

Training room, 2 a.m., the mirrors hold their breath My phone keeps lighting up, but every name is dead Ha-jun, move—don't look behind The hallway fills with borrowed eyes We crossed ten thousand miles for a stage beneath the flags Now the dressing room is quiet, red stains on the bags Four counts in, four counts out, I steady both my hands Years of drills beneath bright lights—now I understand 발끝으로 조용히, 문고리를 천천히 숨을 삼켜, 눈을 감아, they are waiting endlessly They press against the glass again, calling like they know me Not fans, not fans—just hungry faces following slowly They track my steps, they learn my route They flood the halls, they wear us out Every locked door, every barricade Feels like a queue that will not fade Sasaeng in the dark, don't let them touch me Names on every wall, but nobody loves me Run when the red light turns, fight when the exits close I trained for the spotlight—now I train to live alone 날 찾아와, 날 따라와, but I won't be your prize If you want my final breath, look me straight in the eyes Sasaeng in the dark, keep crawling through the snow I have one last song left, and nowhere safe to go My jacket holds a wire, my shoes are tied to run A broken mic becomes a blade beneath the loading sun I count the doors by muscle memory, count the bodies by the stairs Every move they taught for cameras keeps me breathing there 멤버들의 사진 속에 웃음이 아직 남아 화면 속의 우리들은 절대 죽지 않아 But the faces at the window mimic every pose They bow when I bow back, then bare their broken rows They know the beat, they know my name They hit the glass in perfect time again No encore, no curtain call Just teeth behind the venue wall Sasaeng in the dark, don't let them touch me Names on every wall, but nobody loves me Run when the red light turns, fight when the exits close I trained for the spotlight—now I train to live alone 날 찾아와, 날 따라와, but I won't be your prize If you want my final breath, look me straight in the eyes Sasaeng in the dark, keep crawling through the snow I have one last song left, and nowhere safe to go One, two, three, four—kick the door Five, six, seven, eight—hear them roar 내 심장은 아직 뛰어 My brothers' voices in the monitor If I make it to the morning, who will know my name? If I make it past the border, am I still the same? They chase me like devotion, they never lose the trail I learned to smile through anything—now I learn to never fail Sasaeng in the dark, don't let them touch me Hands across the glass, their mouths are calling softly Run when the red light turns, fight when the exits close I trained for the spotlight—now I train to live alone 날 찾아와, 날 따라와, the whole world wants a show But the crowd is getting closer and the batteries are low Sasaeng in the dark, I hear them down below I have one last song left—then I don't know No signal... No footsteps... Wait—why is my phone still ringing? Ha-jun... Ha-jun... Open the door...