[Intro clock chimes, haunting sounds, eerie effects and somewhere out of sight a voice can be heard, piano melody begins, mood is dark and haunting, Spoken Word-across atmospheric ambience] Yes in a sense I was corrupted gave up my innocence I traded it for Shame To participate if only for a moment Ending with only myself to blame The saga now over but seductions song still plays As of each day contained the length of a thousand years I travel backwards on the path And the personification still endears I was and I am amazed by your talents propelled by your force I immersed myself in darkness Ruin ran its course darkness was control chaos must be controlled desire and imagination were one and darkness held the reigns. in each and every circumstance (song or encounter) I took from it the seed and at least one lyrical line. That connected me and subjected me submersing myself in the hunger of your mind, Portrayed as images that created your art .You spoke to me you animated me .the blood that flowed thru me . From the shadows I was created your devotion took form and with your desire I was born Personified without boundaries Persecuted by my own inequities self-conflicted crucification Purification cleanses you and fuels my need And I bleed The words were there i was breathed into existing The desire the devotion I surrendered my innocence and now eternally damned warning signs I should have heeded Were abundant... there were plenty And exactly what I needed but hindsight is 20/20 Wake up and kiss me You do not like to be alone You're longing gripped me Futile to resist the appeal I jumped in to seal the deal Married myself to consequence No hesitance shown I ignored the implications I am the one who wakes alone I tiptoed in one night I asked if you were sleeping Blatant and without deception You responded the real question should be... "Is she sleeping? (you didn't want her disturbed) Is she sleeping? I should have been perturbed I mistook the reveal Ignored the reference to she I thought you meant me Living and waking off the want to be... He told me from the start I didn't want to see You stood your stance Firmly planted in reality And I chose to indulge In the darkness of fantasy Days took on new meanings every addiction hides the fiending Under pretense of moral obligation Maintaining appearance of station Called it the beginning i waited for the darkness And he came Desire calls The veil of innocent now corrupted it falls Consumed by the darkness that secretly lived within I battled with my dark twin Between the worlds Of veiled metaphors Satin sheets stained by desire riddled with how could you and what Fors? Dawn, we called the unsatiated fire angelic whore-Damn Whore my mind screams Dismiss Her! (dismiss Her) Resist Her (resist her) Darkness kneeled in front of my altar I opened the doors for him I spread them wide mmm I begged him (please) Come inside ) mm yeah I told him to lie to me (so he laid with me) mmm Tell me you will stay, (don't go away) His hands touched me everywhere (and tangled in my hair) His tongue licking me without mercy I begged and he tirelessly gave i was lost i was gone this was what i needed... what I crave... Until Dawn came to take him away damn her Lost in what (he does to me) His devotion (I feel) Waking up in wetness and twisted sheets the cold reveal lacks appeal dammit Im Alone intervals on repeat (Dawn steals) Takes you away and sunset wakes with you this kills me, no surprise day light dies i scream an outburst of whys? confirmation (my damnation) How can this be (Not be) Real? when I feel? so fucking much! I just need your touch It Feels I know its not Real
