Verse 1 I was dancing with disaster, thought it looked like love, Red flags in your hands, and I still doubled up. Told myself I’d quit, but I keep circling back, Guess I like the chaos, guess I like the trap. You said forever with a half-smile grin, I knew you were lying but I let you in. We argue ‘til midnight, then kiss like it’s new, I hate how I love every bad thing you do. Mama been warning me since way back when, Said, “don’t chase the fire if it burns you again.” But I’m stubborn with pain, I’m addicted to sparks, Even poison feels sweet if it glows in the dark. My friends all roll their eyes when I tell them the truth, But I laugh through the tears ‘cause I’m hooked on you. I don’t call it weakness, I don’t call it shame, I just call it a habit and I wear your name. Chorus I just kissed my ex, Don’t even know why. Love’s a bad habit, But it gets me high. Tears on my dress, But I still look fine— Yeah, I lose my mind, but I call it mine. I just kissed my ex, Don’t even know why. Love’s a bad habit, But it gets me high. Tears on my dress, But I still look fine— Yeah, I lose my mind, but I call it mine. Verse 2 Told my girls I was done, like I quit my smoke, But the craving gets louder when I’m tired and broke. Said I’d block your number, but I saved it twice, Every time you call, I don’t think, I don’t fight. You’re the storm I run into even when I drown, You’re the worst idea that I can’t put down. Roses on Monday, break ‘em Friday night, But I’ll still keep the petals just to say you tried. You got love like a fever I can’t sweat out, Every high that you give leaves a comedown. And I hate that I crave what’s destroying me, But the pain feels close, feels like company. They tell me “girl, stop, you been here before,” But the rush is the thing I keep coming back for. You’re a scar I reopen, a song on repeat, You’re the habit I hate, but the taste is sweet. Chorus I just kissed my ex, Don’t even know why. Love’s a bad habit, But it gets me high. Tears on my dress, But I still look fine— Yeah, I lose my mind, but I call it mine. I just kissed my ex, Don’t even know why. Love’s a bad habit, But it gets me high. Tears on my dress, But I still look fine— Yeah, I lose my mind, but I call it mine. Bridge I laugh when it hurts ‘cause the pain feels safe, Tell myself stories just to fill that space. I’m addicted to the edge, to the risk, to the fall, Even when I lose, I still answer your call. I know I look crazy, but I call it real, I confuse destruction with the way I heal. Love should be easy, but it feels like war, And I keep running back just to fight some more. Final Chorus (Layered / Ad-libs) I just kissed my ex, Don’t even know why. Love’s a bad habit, But it gets me high. Tears on my dress, But I still look fine— Yeah, I lose my mind, but I call it mine. (Ad-libs: “Mine, mine… bad habit love… can’t give it up… yeah yeah…)
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