[Spoken word intro] Something to contemplate in the realm of interhuman connections. Yeah, think on it. [Short instrumental intro] [Verse 1] your jealousy was something else, it hit like a brick to the face, fuck me if I spoke to the wrong clerk, bark in my face, like a small and angry fluffy doggie, just for being social. [Verse 2] It never mattered who, it never mattered why, think you can have, a normal relationship, when you punish yourself like this. [Chorus] But still I miss you, fucking paradox. You strangled my persona, and it hurt like hell. But still I miss you, fucking paradox. You strangled my persona, and it hurt like hell, yes it did. [Verse 3] I was ever faithful, but you refused to see, what can I do when, you say it's not you it's me. [bridge 1] Why the fuck am I, the one rolling over, when you own the fucking problem. [chorus 2] But still I miss you, fucking paradox. You strangled my persona, and it hurt like hell. But still I miss you, fucking paradox. You strangled my persona, and it hurt like hell, yes it did, what a shitty thing to do. [Bridge 2] It was never more, than being polite, a smile has no cost, makes people relax, But why would you care, right? [Verse 4] connections are hard, they demand your time, try your patience, sometimes I just didn't fucking feel like adapting to your temper. [Verse 5] Still... When I look, at pictures of us, I wonder why we could not stay, in the haze of love, ...just one more time. [Bridge 3] Well, I fucking know why, don't I? Fuck you. [Verse 6] Where was the trust? in yourself, in me, You should have known after all that time. [Verse 7] I asked nothing of you, you asked for editing rights to my personality [Bridge] Perhaps being destructive was just in your genes somehow [chorus 3] But still I miss you, fucking paradox. You strangled my persona, and it hurt like hell. But still I miss you, fucking paradox. You strangled my persona, and it hurt like hell, fuck you for that. [Verse 8] Jealousy is a nasty beast. You let it eat you whole. You never took the reins, you just kept feeding it. And what it gave you back was a demented kind of love that ground every trace of trust to fucking dust. [Music stops] [mic drops] [spoken word, from a distance] Fuck that. I ain't having it. [Fotsteps walking away]
