Call it what you want I’ve heard worse Choke it down, pretend it don’t hurt Another pill to fake the peace Another night I can’t get sleep They say it’s all inside my head But it’s louder now than it’s ever been And if this is just a dream Why can’t I ever wake from it? [Pre-Chorus] I feel the buzz beneath my skin Like something crawling deep within No one hears me when I scream But I’m still screaming silently [Chorus] I’m drowning in these thoughts Too afraid that I’ve been lost The voices shake me to my core Won’t let me fade, won’t let me go There’s something past this night, I swear If I can breathe through all this despair But when I try to sleep That’s when they haunt me [Verse 2] Each day I drift, a little more gone Like I don’t belong in this skin at all Tried to fight, tried to believe But faith was the first to abandon me I walked through haze, I begged the dark To give me back what broke apart But every prayer just disappeared Like everything I ever feared [Pre-Chorus] Now I just lie awake and shake Counting all my past mistakes No one stays — they never do I guess I’m just too much like truth [Chorus] I’m drowning in these thoughts Too afraid that I’ve been lost The voices shake me to my core Won’t let me fade, won’t let me go There’s something past this night, I swear If I can breathe through all this despair But when I try to sleep That’s when they haunt me [Bridge] Don’t tell me this is healing When I can’t feel a thing I’d rather bleed than fake this At least pain means something [Breakdown / Outro ] I’m choking on the hush And the hush tastes like sin If I see another sunrise Maybe then I’ll start again