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Hate Myself (Hardstyle Rave Mix)

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[Intro] Mouth tastes metal Heartbeat static Hands still shaking I did that I did that (yeah) [Verse 1] Face in the mirror like "Who let a monster wear my skin?" Replay the moment on a loop Frames burn holes in my head again Every breath is barbed wire Tongue full of things I can't unsay You flinched, I froze, then I fired Now I'm stuck in this acid rain Said I was better, was healing Guess I'm the rot in the root, huh Every promise I keep killing Every "trust me" I just shoot up [Pre-Chorus] You don't have to say you hate me I wrote that sentence on my veins Try to sleep, the room keeps screaming All I hear is my own name [Chorus] I did something wrong, now I hate myself Carved your tears in my chest like a trophy from hell Every "sorry" that I spit just tastes like rust Kick my halo in the gutter, grind it into dust I did something wrong, now I hate myself If there's a heaven with you, I locked me out of that cell Every memory turns to glass inside my lungs Cut my tongue out just to pay for what I've done (what I've done) [Verse 2] Walk past your street, it's haunted Every crack in the pavement knows I'm the stain in the carpet I'm the ghost in your clothes Scroll through your name, thumb hovering Type and delete till my screen cracks Can't patch the part that I punctured Can't time-travel, can't take it back I swear I meant to be gentle But my hands only know break Turn every heart into kindling Then cry at the smoke and the taste [Pre-Chorus] You don't have to say you hate me Silence louder than a scream I wear the blame like a jacket Stitched your absence in the seams [Chorus] I did something wrong, now I hate myself Carved your tears in my chest like a trophy from hell Every "sorry" that I spit just tastes like rust Kick my halo in the gutter, grind it into dust I did something wrong, now I hate myself If there's a heaven with you, I locked me out of that cell Every memory turns to glass inside my lungs Cut my tongue out just to pay for what I've done (what I've done) [Bridge] Rip the wires from my throat Let the feedback take control (take control) If I vanish in the noise Maybe you can keep your soul I'm the crack in every cradle I'm the glitch in every prayer If forgiveness ever finds you Tell it I was never there (never there, never there) [Chorus] I did something wrong, now I hate myself Carved your tears in my chest like a trophy from hell Every "sorry" that I spit just tastes like rust Kick my halo in the gutter, grind it into dust I did something wrong, now I hate myself If there's a heaven with you, I locked me out of that cell Every memory turns to glass inside my lungs Cut my tongue out just to pay for what I've done (what I've done, what I've done)