littleheaven

Your shadow sleeps beside me your hand is holding mine But I feel the space between us growing wider every night I memorized your breathing like a prayer I couldn't lose I made a home inside your arms like nothing could ever change You’re still here but I’m scared Like a flower that knows winter’s there I got so used to loving you I forgot this wasn't forever I built a little heaven with you thought we'd stay there together Now I’m kissing you like goodbye before you even go I got so used to loving you I forgot I could lose you You still whisper that you love me but it feels like a goodbye Like a song we keep replaying after all the notes have died I keep collecting moments little ghosts inside my room I’m afraid I’ll miss the version of me that only knew you Don’t leave yet Don’t say when I’m still pretending this won’t end If forever was a feeling I swear I felt it in your arms But maybe some things disappear before they ever fall apart So I’ll hold you like a secret like a memory I can’t undo I’ll love you in the moment before the moment loses you I got so used to loving you I forgot this wasn't forever I thought the stars were ours to keep I thought we'd burn forever Now you’re still lying next to me and I’m already missing you I got so used to loving you I forgot heaven could end too