Ok fine......you asked for it So its time.its gona be your regret not mine .can u handle it,do u have a spine. Relax ,sit down ,its fine..... Just give me a minute to gather myself an unwind............mmmmmm breathe in an back outttt.... with no doubt you have no idea what im bout.but how could you. You cant see though,,,,,,the image i paint for u.is of another person,a different version. Its not me.im in the shadows,,,,,lurking.... watching as u believe im this person.i build it up so close to erupt but thats how it has to be because i cant have u see the true me .its not that easy .deflection an depression you would think would learn u a lesson well try again, keep guessing. Because ive torn down walls bare handed without claws carefully examined before it falls.....any way i could,fuck the laws. Right now im stuck on pause......while life is growing without me.but im still aging an falling down hill.makes me so aggravated that i want to kill.just stop a life force but not for real ofcourse. I gota be careful what i say.because certain words takes from the message gets people 2nd guessing . Gets their hearts racing makes them start pacing.........back n forth back n forth. Trying to figure it out.....now their done off topic.all from a word i said now they think i want to be dead. An done forgot everything else i said.thats why dealing with people i truly dread. Thinking their solving a problem that they fabricated up all from a word i chose to use..... now its over win or lose......so im careful on the words i choose.... if i was to say exactly what was in my head.theyd have it on a platter cut open to see whats the matter.shit spilling like red pancake batter.....no i dont know what to do.i have no clue but neither do u.an u say u wanna help until u hear that one word then all sudden now im absurd and your lost in words.with bottomless meaning an they write their own ending an my head is left spining .an when it finally stops .guess what ,here i am ,,,,,,in the same exact spot.like it or not......so end the end your assumptions did nothing ..... nothing but waste time i cant get back so thanks for that.....no body on earth truly gives any fucks unless its their own life it erupts.but even then its all bout them..... tell me im wrong .an watch on how we get along.....hahahaha.......quit it..........just admit it............did i hit the limit.... hahaha....go change your diaper. Government law follower lifer........come live in the grey area i dare ya....
