What Did You Think I'd Do?

Not responsible..... This will not be my problem.... I'm not at fault.... Done bending a knee.... To an undeserving bitch.... Undeserving.... Undeserving of my affection.... .... .... .... Think about it..... It.... It... .... What was the play supposed to be? To be? To be? ... Was I supposed to let it all go..... ... Accept the distance... Not treat it as abuse? .... What did you think I'd do.... Be a good obedient bitch? Accept I'm nothing except a escape... What did you think I'd do..... Continue to lie to myself? Just deal with being a void ... .... I kept up with the bullshit... Hoping I'd get through... Now I fucking see.... Right through the illusion... I created for you... I'm done lying to myself.... You'll see it when you think you need me.... Realizing you lose the soldier you needed..... Walking away... Walking away... Done waiting... Done waiting... For something New! .... .... .... Think about it..... It.... It... .... What was the play supposed to be? To be? To be? ... Was I supposed to let it all go..... ... Accept the distance... Not treat it as abuse? .... What did you think I'd do.... Be a good obedient bitch? Accept I'm nothing except a escape... What did you think I'd do..... Continue to lie to myself? Just deal with being a void ... .... Love died the moment you gave up.... She got fed up like I did.... What I once thought was beautiful.... It's definitely dead and ugly on the inside.... I was a fool to believe.... I went to hell... Repeatedly for you... Came up thinking a lie ... Not realizing you already surrendered... I'm definitely done..... I'm done lying to myself.... You'll see it when you think you need me.... Realizing you lose the soldier you needed..... Walking away... Walking away... Done waiting... Done waiting... For something New! .... .... .... Think about it..... It.... It... .... What was the play supposed to be? To be? To be? ... Was I supposed to let it all go..... ... Accept the distance... Not treat it as abuse? .... What did you think I'd do.... Be a good obedient bitch? Accept I'm nothing except a escape... What did you think I'd do..... Continue to lie to myself? Just deal with being a void ... .... Walking away... Walking away... Done waiting... Done waiting... For something New! ....................... .............