Called again another friend down the drain, I follow. scary dreams, those circling sounds tracking me through every hollow. I’m fighting to breathe again, begging for a space where I can be myself, trying to see what i can bargain where I can rebuild what’s left of me, where I can feel happy without the ruins you left behind. lack of strength lack of heart lack of will to speak my part. words get stuck, mind goes numb, I choke on the truth till my throat goes dark. Holding on falling down I won’t let go, I won’t let this heart drown. Holding on In this cold, dark, empty world, I’m breaking free to let myself be. I just wanna be heard… just wanna be me. Falling down im breaking where you used to be just let me go spiraling down you're the weight thats pulling free from me Im moving on on my own Fuck this world ill drown alone Im moving on In my heart I feel the pain the life of you inside of me.. still.. STILL STAINS