I’m not paused… I’m spinning. Around and around inside myself. … Are you listening? You say… “I’m here for you.” But I don’t feel it. I know you care. So far away. You say… “I’m here for you.” I’m right here. Look at me. I didn’t leave. My mind just won’t stop spinning. I’m still trying. I don’t need you to fix my head. You see distance… but I’m trying to find my way through it. Listen… to hear me. Not to fix me. I’m not paused… I’m spinning. Around… and around… inside myself. I’m not paused… I’m spinning. I’m still here. I’m still here. I’m still… spinning. Maybe I’m too far inside my head. Can you listen? I don’t feel you. You can’t see inside my head. I’m disappearing even more. But… I’m still here. I’m still trying. I don’t need you to fix my head. You see distance… but I’m trying to find my way through it. Listen… to hear me. Not to fix me. I’m not paused… I’m spinning. Around… and around… inside myself. I’m not paused… I’m spinning. I’m still here. I’m still here. I’m still… spinning. Are you listening? … You say… “I’m here for you.” I know. But I don’t feel it. Maybe I’m too far inside my head. Maybe… that’s what I’m trying to tell you. I’m still here. I’m not paused… I’m spinning. Around… and around… inside myself. I’m not paused… I’m spinning. Still trying. Still here. Still here… Still spinning. You can’t see inside my head. I’m disappearing even more. But… I’m still here. Thank you for listening. Love, Ghost Girl.
