[Intro] Black shadows inhabit me What is this? How it always has to be? Zazen on the floor Inhaling green Black turning to grey It never fully goes away [Verse 1] Hitting the mat every single day Untethered from the body In darkness Being guided by the light Floating above the floor In the middle of the night Doing dabs Staying high Elevating my mind Leaving everything behind Ya, my music can get sad But keep in mind It's all self inflicted Trust is expensive Talk is cheap Only currency accepted Is loyalty And most people these days Don't have any Last best friend fucked my wife cuz I worked to much He saw in an opening and slid right in Giving out fucks like candy Robs me of my sanity So I stay alone purposely Keep away from society Hide in my cave Meditate freely Cultivating the person I want to be [Pre-Chorus] Even when it gets lonely This is who I chose to be Don't feel sad for me Don't think I need saving I'm actually fine I'm just processing My pain into pages [Chorus] Black turns to grey But it never goes away So I hit the mat At the end of every day Long graveyard nights Sitting in the void I don't need saving I just need some space This is how I chose To get through In my way Only lonely When isolation says— Hey [Verse 2] Grew up too fast Lived an eventful life And somehow survived Thriving in darkness Sitting in the void Consciousness flying away Gravity bong Holding down the space Hooked the banger to it Dabbed a gram to the face Torch continuously Heating the plate Found myself In outer space Walking on star dust Or sitting on the mat Same damn thing When I'm in this deep state Mudra on the hand Knees locked in place Everything in the room Starts to vibrate Body slowly shakes Emotions surge Tears fall From my face [Chorus] Black turns to grey But it never goes away So I hit the mat At the end of every day Long graveyard nights Sitting in the void I don't need saving I just need some space This is how I chose To get through In my way Keeps me safe Only lonely When isolation says— Hey [Break] The rest of the time? It's solitude. [Verse 3] I enjoy my space Don't want anyone at my place Or constantly talking Giving chase I'm a quiet person anyways Having to talk Just gets in the way Of what's going on In my head that day Don't have a voice in there Talking to myself Pictures and feelings Just to stay sane And when I speak I don't know What I'm about to say Blunt truth Gets me in trouble I swear It's not an excuse Not my problem Lies are social glue Oh, I said something You don't like? What else is new? The bong says someday Someone will be there To pass him to And be there Yeah, someone Not anyone [Bridge] I'm authentically me No matter who I see In front of me I just choose How much of me You see If I'm quiet I don't like you Jus let it be If you make me speak What I say Might make your heart sink Not that I'm mean I just speak plainly And it tends To hurt feelings [Verse 4] So I hide behind the scenes Smoking weed There might be good people Out there But knowing me I'll never give them a chance Unless there's A digital fence Maybe that's enough distance For me to leave a gate Grab lyrics From 2 different jars Roll em up Pass em like joints A good starting point To what? I don't know [Final Chorus] Black turns to grey But it never goes away I don't need saving I'm processing the pain Long graveyard nights Turn feelings into pages Sitting in the darkness While everything keeps changing Sometimes it's lonely Most times it's space This is how I chose To get through In my way No promise where it goes No need to know [Outro] The future is blind And the present is slow The past catches up to you In an endless moment We flow Black shadows inhabit me Black turning to grey I sit still And let it change
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