I keep sinking through the quiet in my head Every layer pulls me further from the thread There’s a version of me I don’t recognize Buried deep between the truth and all the lies I hear echoes of the words I never said They repeat like ghosts that never really left Every step feels like I’m phasing out of view Different levels, but they all lead back to you If I fall, will I feel it at all Or just fade into another version I’m caught between the levels of my mind Where the dark and light are twisted and entwined Every part of me is trying to survive But I lose myself each time I try to climb Through the silence, through the pressure, through the noise Every layer just distorts another voice If I break, will I finally feel alive Or dissolve into the levels I can’t fight There’s a distance in the way I feel the air Like I’m present but there’s nothing really there Every memory is slightly out of phase Like I’m walking through a life I couldn’t save I keep searching for a signal in the void Something real beneath the static I avoid But the deeper that I go, the less I know If I’m healing or just learning to let go If I fall, will I finally break through Or become another shadow I’m caught between the levels of my mind Where the dark and light are twisted and entwined Every part of me is trying to survive But I lose myself each time I try to climb Through the silence, through the pressure, through the noise Every layer just distorts another voice If I break, will I finally feel alive Or dissolve into the levels I can’t fight Peel it back, every layer that I hide There’s a fracture I’ve been trying to deny If I face it, will it tear me all apart Or reconnect the pieces of my heart I don’t wanna disappear inside the grey I don’t wanna keep dissolving every day So I drift between the levels of my mind Hoping one of them will leave the dark behind
