Common Sense Dummy

screamo, alternative gothic rock, chillstep (chill electronic/step), female raspy, alto

What is this here for? 
What are you teaching me?
As I live here
Everything is haunting me

Disapproval
On everything I do
But whatever you do
It’s gold

And when it’s not gold, you blame
Everyone else is to shame
Because you take You do everything
Take care of everyone
And it’s all too much
But you just can’t let go of the rains
Because if it’s not done your way
It’s not right, it’s unacceptable, only a dummy would do that, don’t you have any common sense?, This is not perfect., why would you do it this way?, Why can’t you do everything?, Why do you lose everything?

When will ever end?
And it piles on
And then I go to drink, 
Just to escape
And then I took it too far 
And now I’m drunk the car
And now you’re screaming at me again
Now on top of it all
I’m a drunk who needs therapy
Even though I work on myself constantly
Every day I talk to God
But you yell and Church and that’s all
Well, fuck that, fuck your meetings
But I go, to please you, I silence my voice to try and be more spiritual, 
God, this is the biggest test
To not be reactive
But I feel radioactive
And I just want to scream
Because I just want to wake up in peace
Creative making music and sing
So for now this is my release, my relief 
In my reminder, that’s how it used to be
So that when I’m in my future
I’ll remember, chest how far I can go
Just how far you can take me
And what a beautiful life you made me
Fairy tails and happy endings
Wedding bells and beautiful beginnings
I believe that reality’s spinnning
Oohhhhh
Like a web, I follow
Call on every thread, I know
To see which ones break
And which ones are strong
And that’s the way I’ll move on

So I think my lucky stars for you
And happy to be in this place
What a blessing for when I’m disgraced
It’s like a rainbow in the rain
Because I know that the next day
Will feel brighter all because of you
And now I get you all my attention
And receive any reaction
And let it go
Because with you 
I’ll be in flow 
I know it’s true
And my voice
I won’t hide 
I’ll let the feelings
Deep inside
Have their light shine on through

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What is this here for? What are you teaching me? As I live here Everything is haunting me Disapproval On everything I do But whatever you do It’s gold And when it’s not gold, you blame Everyone else is to shame Because you take You do everything Take care of everyone And it’s all too much But you just can’t let go of the rains Because if it’s not done your way It’s not right, it’s unacceptable, only a dummy would do that, don’t you have any common sense?, This is not perfect., why would you do it this way?, Why can’t you do everything?, Why do you lose everything? When will ever end? And it piles on And then I go to drink, Just to escape And then I took it too far And now I’m drunk the car And now you’re screaming at me again Now on top of it all I’m a drunk who needs therapy Even though I work on myself constantly Every day I talk to God But you yell and Church and that’s all Well, fuck that, fuck your meetings But I go, to please you, I silence my voice to try and be more spiritual, God, this is the biggest test To not be reactive But I feel radioactive And I just want to scream Because I just want to wake up in peace Creative making music and sing So for now this is my release, my relief In my reminder, that’s how it used to be So that when I’m in my future I’ll remember, chest how far I can go Just how far you can take me And what a beautiful life you made me Fairy tails and happy endings Wedding bells and beautiful beginnings I believe that reality’s spinnning Oohhhhh Like a web, I follow Call on every thread, I know To see which ones break And which ones are strong And that’s the way I’ll move on So I think my lucky stars for you And happy to be in this place What a blessing for when I’m disgraced It’s like a rainbow in the rain Because I know that the next day Will feel brighter all because of you And now I get you all my attention And receive any reaction And let it go Because with you I’ll be in flow I know it’s true And my voice I won’t hide I’ll let the feelings Deep inside Have their light shine on through

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