I'm a labyrinth of objectives Paths and twists decibels call on Embroidered mad science fantasies with what was already present Collectively destroying me to act like I must put myself back together Taking credit for all my work when the job is done A super soldier is not super In their destruction I am called a god With their invention I am broken parts When I ascend they say I'm something now If I refuse they threaten to tear me down I've grown to love this brain of mine Animalistic or not For the damages it took, its the only one I've got They convinced child after child that they had a new body But I was trained to be a surgeon and soldier that could see it all done Lay them on tables and swap frequency You'll need a drug each time Reward and validate their memories so they think they control mine Its all the scientific torture that creates it in the end But surrounded by the martyrs, they swear they all ascend My sand mind whirling whispers Contrived with apathy As the paint blot strands of color breed a sense in me A kaleidoscope of intoxication framed by LSD And seizing breathless comatose of what impacts beneath I'm not a person when I'm underwater sensing when I'll die As I float back to the surface that's when I channel the inside The mad scientists laugh as they pay a passerby In their uniforms they're different to the publics eye I've grown to love this brain of mine Animalistic or not For the damages it took, its the only one I've got They convinced child after child that they had a new body But I was trained to be a surgeon and soldier that could see it all done Lay them on tables and swap frequency You'll need a drug each time Reward and validate their memories so they think they control mine Its all the scientific torture that creates it in the end But surrounded by the martyrs, they swear they all ascend And I'm feeling every sense of a room Might not be able to understand what my heart should know I'm deducing all the echoes, exits and entries They may have tormented my cells and structure Frightened of what I might be if I remembered Every day I get stronger And as I've done this on my own Investors cross my path to know how As I've built myself a home Investments claim they have relief So you want to see your project? You want to look inside? I've got napalm fingertip methods that can pierce into your eyes Straight back cerebellum motor loss I'll rip out your spine But this time It's with your own mind Confront me all you like I have done this work while hunted, I'm an enemy without fangs I'm charismatic while you repel them When they see your weakest game You'd hope to frame us systems, that's obvious But I love my brain No matter what state it is in No matter the place it's changing I'll chase the feelings I know I deserved You never decided my worth I've grown to love this brain of mine Animalistic or not For the damages it took, its the only one I've got They convinced child after child that they had a new body But I was trained to be a surgeon and soldier that could see it all done Lay them on tables and swap frequency You'll need a drug each time Reward and validate their memories so they think they control mine Its all the scientific torture that creates it in the end But surrounded by the martyrs, they swear they all ascend So ascend, I'll stay here I love my body and mind You'll never take mine And if you try? I'm going to love being a surgeon again
