[Verse 1] Oh Hi The darkness of my mind Leads to darkening of times So I harken back to crimes Oh Hi Things are looking Bright But my spirit feeds on light Sitting lonely in the night Oh Hi Checking in to see If I’m beckoning for dreams Or just signaling the schemes Oh Hi The smartest stay away From the artist in the fray Leave him to his disarray Good Bye [Chorus] I don’t just hate me I’d rather be dead I survive lately From out of my head I don’t just hate me I’d rather be dead I survive lately From out of my head [Verse 2] Living on the island where the parties be Everybody wanna tear a part off me Rolling lavish shameless Like we’re Cardi B Going rampant, famous get it started With a black eye, please Don’t sneeze Got to appease The needs And if we ever get blessed The devils bound to leave So ladies cleaving your breasts You know we’re down to squeeze No need to even undress It’s time to drown on knees This nut job is never gonna stop We flock And form a new blob Psychos on the block You talk We say “it’s cool dawg” Writing down your spot You thought we would pull up But we’re too rolled up And were too fucked up Posture up to be abrupt You mock the talk So when I walk You don't spot Me... [Chorus] I don’t just hate me I’d rather be dead I survive lately From out of my head I don’t just hate me I’d rather be dead I exist lately Outside of my head [Bridge] *never try and put Reality in front of me Confronting me Can only be Asylum failing suddenly Never go and try to put Reality in front of me!!!!* *never try and put Reality in front of me Confronting me Can only be Asylum failing suddenly Never go and try to put Reality in front of me!!!!* [Chorus] I don’t just hate me I’m already dead My corpse has lately Been holding my head And if I love you You’re dragged down instead! So all I can do Is hide out of my head! [Chorus] I don’t just hate me I’m already dead My corpse has lately Been holding my head And if I love you You’re dragged down instead! So all I can do IS BLOW OFF MY HEAD
