Childhood

When I was only 6 I had to grow up far to quick Early puberty caused me too struggle far to early I didn't know much right from wrong I only knew what I saw when the tv was on When I was 10 that's when the depression begin I wanted to stay in, it was safer than playing with friends I hated school and I hated being around people too When I was 12 it was the first time I swallowed those pills I was unwell mentally and physically in hell My parents never understood and I never told them I just carried all my pain right on my shoulders I remember a person getting killed at the playground outside I remember crying cause a kid died from a hit and run one time I remember men looking at me like I wasn't a kid I remember crying everyday and wishing I was dead I remember having my things stolen and not fighting back I remember playing games while my mother fought with her ex And vacations at my grans while they all struggled in debt I remember childhood.. Yea I remember.. Instead of playing freely And crying over cooties I was hiding all alone Not wanting to be shown Instead of smiling and laughing And feeling joy I just play my video games and ripped apart my toys It was childhood Yeah it was childhood