I’m not hollow shells

○この曲を作ったきっかけ 最近何人かのsuno友達たちの感傷的な曲を聴いて僕も作りたくなりました。こうした楽曲の良さは、その人らしさや心のうちを知れてその人に少し近づけるような気がしています❤️もちろん同じ立場になることはできないけど、心の距離を近づけることはあると思っています. ○歌詞について 子供の頃に通った帰り道を通った時に,南天の実をみて,過去の記憶がフラッシュバックしたので冒頭のシーンはそこから始まります。子供の頃の無邪気な自分を心の奥底に押し込めてしまった。そしてその自分と今の自分が会話しているような歌詞だと解釈してもらえれば,意味が理解できると思います！ _______________________________________________________ ○ What made me write this song Recently, I've been listening to sentimental songs by some of my friends from Suno, and it made me want to write one myself. The good thing about these songs is that they allow you to get closer to the person by getting to know their personality and what's in their heart❤️Of course, we can't be in the same position, but I think it can bring us closer together. ○ About the lyrics When I was walking down the road I used to take as a child, I saw some nandina berries and had a flashback to my past, so that's where the opening scene begins. I pushed my innocent childhood self deep into my heart. If you interpret the lyrics as a conversation between that self and my current self, I think you'll understand the meaning! _____________________________________________ [Verse 1] The bright red fruit of the Nandina I scraped my knee I run innocently Is it an illusion that I went home like that... [Verse 2] Hey, I can't see anything at a constant speed lately I wonder if I've completely changed since the old days? No, I guess I sealed it away as a substitute for myself [Chorus] Swaying between yin and yang, I'm leaning again today Playing with attractions in moderation Because the spinal cord of my axis will melt "Don't look for me" [Verse 1] A monochrome world, a secret fruit I can finally relax my shoulders Shallow lung breathing I don't feel anything on the way home [Verse 2] Ah, the barrier is still there It's probably cheating, so I won't forgive it It's not like it doesn't exist, is it? Yeah I guess I lost in a draw {chorus] I wonder how I should be, what color should I be today? Before I draw with crayons I might go numb on the iron fence "I'll be waiting" [Breakdown] The origin? Red nanten berries Ah, another electric shock, even if the current leaks I won't look back, won't go back won't retreat, I can change freely [Drop] "Ah, you've come a long way You can put your weapons away now" I actually knew it from the beginning So let's walk forward on two feet with the real me again...