[intro] [Verse 1] I ain't scared of dyin', I'm scared of wastin' Tuesday The little moments disappear way quicker than the blues fade We spend our whole lives makin' plans for roads we never drive While grandma's chair gets colder every Christmas that survives I watched a man smile with a pocket full of overdrafts Another bought a mansion just to wonder why he wasn't laughin' Funny how the scoreboards change dependin' where you're standin' One man's "made it" is another man abandonin' his family I keep everything for conversations more than the things ever should 'Cause words'll leave a mark that money never really could You can win the room and still go home feelin' overlooked Don't let my kindness turn to paperwork by forty-one There's gotta be more to come Let me still stop for old dogs wanderin' down county roads Let me still cry when the credits roll if the story's cold I know a preacher with a temper and a drunk with better grace So I quit holdin halos when perfection makes a soul diminish Life'll humble every expert with a sentence they can't finish Half the people talkin' certainty are secretly just wishin' I still got dirt beneath my boots from trails I never named Still got songs inside my phone that never saw a stage Maybe that's enough... maybe everything ain't gotta blow Maybe Lifes just something else to throw, Away. They ask me why I think so much... hell, somebody's gotta Silence says more truth than fifty podcasts full of problems I ain't lookin' for the answers carved in stone by someone else Just tryna leave a little peace behind before I leave myself So if tomorrow calls my bluff and finally crashes me dead Tell 'em I was far from perfect, but I meant what I said I'd rather have ten real ones than ten million know my name 'Cause flowers don't remember applause... they just reach when it rains. [chorus] Nothing here was ever ours... we only held it for a touch I never really asked for much A fleeting moment scattering across eternity Everything was oh so pretty Here's to all the moments that crush (our souls) never really asked for much A fleeting moment scattering across eternity and I never really asked for much oh. I never really asked for much Everything was oh so pretty [Verse 2 emo - voice] Yo... here with Pro, settin' fire to these lungs If I said I was rich, I got as much money as I give a fuck Not a single dollar to my name, absent of fame I rejected the whole damn game Despite the simple plight, I still laugh through every night No money to worry my mind, yet we still lay down the line Got me fucked up, can't feel my face when the high hits Gasping for air between nectar hits and shatter In that haze I find the matter of my mind Gotta make it another day, so I grind Yeah I grind... even when I'm absent of my mind But that don't define me, I refuse to be bought Fuck the bank account, throw out the statements Reject that enslavement, hit the pavement To the basement, cut another track Drip-feed it raw, fuck another stack The grind I call mine is growin' what's between the skull A million things to learn, we just call that Thursday Still broke, still real, still mean every word I say [chorus] Nothing here was ever ours... we only held it for a touch I never really asked for much A fleeting moment scattering across eternity Everything was oh so pretty Here's to all the moments that crush (our souls) never really asked for much A fleeting moment scattering across eternity and I never really asked for much oh. I never really asked for much Everything was oh so pretty so pretty.
