[Intro Vocal Ballad] I loved you once in a way that felt eternal... like nothing could ever fracture what we had... But loving you also meant watching everything good in my life slowly unravel beneath your hands. You carry a terrifyingly toxic tendency to destroy everything you touch, and I refuse to be another ruin left in your wake... I would sooner kiss the angel of death than keep pretending this kind of love isn’t killing me. [screamo] oh God it's killing me!!!! [Verse 1] I gave you chances, you tore through Every promise I thought you knew Love shouldn’t feel like constant dread Yet every word you said misled Your touch became a kiss of death Draining hope from every breath I choose to walk away instead Before there’s nothing of me left I would sooner kiss the angel of death than keep pretending that this kind of love... isn't killing me!!! [Screamo] oh God it's killin' me!!! [Verse 2] Every memory is a crime scene I suffer silently Tracing echoes of your lies in every broken moment You smiled sweet while twisting every truth I trusted Left me drowning slowly in your carefully crafted chaos I begged for peace but you fed on my weakness Turned every kindness into something sharp and merciless You carved your name into wounds I couldn't hide Called it love while watching pieces of me die I stayed too long believing you would finally change But hope became a chain you tightened without mercy Every word you spoke was poison dressed as affection Every touch a reminder I was never safe there Now I see the truth behind your hollow eyes You never loved me, just the power I gave All that's left is anger burning through the ruins And I refuse to be another thing you destroy I would sooner kiss the angel of death than keep pretending that this kind of love... isn't killing me!!! [Screamo] oh God it's killin' me!!! [Chorus Choir] Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me!!! Oh to be, so in love, If only it weren't killing me!!! If only it weren't killin' me... ----- ----- Check out The Revelation of AEK playlist, more songs coming 👇 https://suno.com/playlist/8cd3723f-ed66-4892-b61e-6aff7d6bca20 Appreciate you friends 🙏