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Mouthful [Grunge It Up]

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╭━━━━━━━━━━━━━✦༺✦༻✦━━━━━━━━━━━━━╮ 𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒊𝒄, 𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒐𝒏𝒂 & 𝑨𝒓𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒃𝒚 𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐌𝐄 © 2026 𝑶𝒓𝒊𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒍 𝑳𝒚𝒓𝒊𝒄𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝑱𝑼𝑺𝑰𝑴𝑬 © 2026 All Rights Reserved 𝙎𝙤𝙘𝙞𝙖𝙡𝙨 + 𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙮: https://hyperfollow.com/JUSIME 𝙎𝙪𝙣𝙤 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙛𝙞𝙡𝙚: https://suno.com/@jusime ╰━━━━━━━━━━━━━✦༺✦༻✦━━━━━━━━━━━━━╯ My full Emo Album ''Dressed in Guilt for the Afterparty'' is available now! https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/jusime/dressed-in-guilt-for-the-afterparty 「 L Y R I C S 」 ↯ [OPENING] Keep your teeth together... [VERSE 1] I started sleeping with my jaw locked shut because lately every thought feels sharp enough to spill out physically I wake up tasting iron Not blood exactly more like the memory of it Like my body keeps trying to warn me before my head catches up The apartment sounds wrong at night The pipes knock in uneven patterns the fridge hum bends out of pitch and every tiny noise feels aimed directly at me Like the dark isn’t empty just waiting patiently [PRE-HOOK] Mouthful mouthful I can’t spit it out choke on it quietly [VERSE 2] People keep asking if I’m okay with that careful tone like they already decided the answer before I speak And I nod too fast because explaining this feels impossible How do you describe the feeling of your own heartbeat becoming hostile Or the way panic crawls into ordinary things grocery store lights car rides notifications footsteps outside your door after midnight Everything feels loaded now Even kindness makes me nervous [PRE-CHORUS] My lungs keep pulling fire alarms Every inhale arrives jagged I bite my tongue just to anchor myself somewhere physical before my thoughts start peeling the room apart again [CHORUS] MOUTHFUL I’ve been carrying this panic around so long it started speaking for me Now every sentence sounds cracked at the edges every “I’m alright” comes out feverish Like somebody's hand is around my throat! MOUTHFUL I swear this fear has teeth I feel it chewing through every good thing I touch until all that’s left is noise But somewhere underneath all this wreckage something in me still wants to survive [POST-CHORUS] don’t let it swallow you whole [BREAKDOWN] I know this house isn't breathing! So why do I hear it whisper my name?! why does every hallway feel narrower lately? Why does my skin feel too small to live in?! [BRIDGE] Maybe I don’t need to kill this feeling completely Maybe surviving it once tonight is enough Maybe healing looks less like victory and more like waking up tomorrow without apologizing for still being here [FINAL CHORUS] MOUTHFUL I’m done letting fear decide what I become Even shaking even choking on every word even with my heartbeat kicking holes through my ribs I’m still here Still. Fucking. Here. (Still. Fucking. Here...) You can carve your warnings into my nerves you can flood every room in my head and I’ll still drag myself forward bleeding, terrified, alive [ENDING] ...alive ...alive. 𝙏𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙠 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜! 💙 ✦༺❖༻✦༺❖༻✦༺❖༻✦༺❖༻✦