[Verse 1] I learned your favorite silence, learned the shape of every ache Kept a drawer of borrowed promises I never meant to take I gave my Sunday mornings, gave the coat off my own back Now I stand outside my own heart, waiting for it to let me back [Pre-Chorus] I kept making room at the table Till there was nowhere left for me [Chorus] I gave too much love to too many hands Now I can’t believe that anyone can want me as I am I spent every kindness like a coin I couldn’t keep And when you reach for me, I flinch before I speak If love is something I deserve Why does it feel like I’ve used it all? [Verse 2] I know the small repairs you need, the tea you take with honey I know how to make a leaving look like it was nothing I called it being generous, I called it being good But I was buying every goodbye with more than I should [Pre-Chorus] I kept making room at the table Till there was nowhere left for me [Chorus] I gave too much love to too many hands Now I can’t believe that anyone can want me as I am I spent every kindness like a coin I couldn’t keep And when you reach for me, I flinch before I speak If love is something I deserve Why does it feel like I’ve used it all? [Bridge] You don’t have to earn a place here You don’t have to bleed to stay That’s what I would tell a stranger If I met myself today [Breakdown] Take one breath Let one hand stay I am not the debt I tried to pay [Final Chorus] I gave too much love to too many hands Still, there’s a little left to learn to understand I spent every kindness, but it wasn’t all I had Maybe being loved is not a thing I have to pay back If love is something I deserve Let me believe it, even now [Outro] Let me believe it, even now
