I write for myself finally found the spark to create Used to do it for the double-tap feeding on the bait I wanted the dopamine hunting for the high While the authentic parts of me withered and died Forgot how heavy these feelings could get I was angry I was shallow caught in the net Fought for the numbers became hollow inside Now I’m writing for the man that I used to hide The noise was a wall it was blocking the light My heart became heavy in the middle of the fight Forgot about being real the me I so desired NOT FOR THE VIEWS I’M STEPPING BACK FEELING FOR ONCE GETTING OFF THE TRACK It’s a spiritual transition a quiet transcendence No hate no anger just the soul's independence Writing out my soul again This is my journal the beat of my heart If you pass by and like it that’s just a small part I’m not mining for gold I’m not fishing for fame I’m becoming the person who remembers his name I am a man with integrity a foundation for some A pillar for others look at what I’ve become Welcome to the journey Welcome to me No more chasing shadows I am finally free Just the keyboard and the pen Over and over again Again NOT FOR THE VIEWS I’M STEPPING BACK FEELING FOR ONCE GETTING OFF THE TRACK It’s a spiritual transition a quiet transcendence No hate no anger just the soul's independence This is me Welcome to me
