[Cold Open / Hook] Fuck you for making me miss you After making me small Fuck every night I defended you When you deserved none of it at all You made me hate myself Then hated what I became You lit the fucking fire Then cried about the flames [Verse 1] I used to talk louder I used to sleep fine I used to believe people When they said they were mine Then you taught me silence Could be punishment too Taught me love was a room Where I begged for the truth You lied with your whole chest Then cried when I knew Like catching you hurting me Was worse than what you’d do [Pre-Chorus] And I hate that I stayed I hate that I crawled I hate that I made myself easy So you could feel tall [Chorus] Fuck you for making me miss you After making me small Fuck every night I defended you When you deserved none of it at all You don’t get to call me damaged Like you didn’t break the glass You don’t get to say I changed Like you didn’t make me like that I hope it hits you at midnight When the room gets mean That you threw away the only one Who loved you past the ugly [Verse 2] You told them I was crazy You told them I was cold But you left out the part Where you kept moving the goal I know I wasn’t perfect But I was fucking there While you made being loved Feel like walking on glass Now I flinch at kindness I don’t know how to be touched You don’t even know How badly you fucked me up [Bridge] I hope your new love asks Why you never say sorry I hope you almost tell the truth Then choke on the story I hope you miss me ugly Not cute, not clean I hope you miss my hands And the way I believed [Final Chorus] Fuck you for making me miss you After making me small Fuck every night I defended you When you deserved none of it at all You don’t get to call me damaged Like you didn’t break the glass You don’t get to say I changed Like you didn’t make me like that I hope it hits you at midnight When the room gets mean That you threw away the only one Who loved you past the ugly [Outro] You made me hate myself Then hated what I became You lit the fucking fire Then cried about the flames
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