its yet another night that i lay here wide awake i dont want to close my eyes dont want to sleep all thats awaiting there is the visions of you i cant take another waking without you there so i toss and turn completely sleep deprived torture myself until i feel you haunting me please just a moment while my eyes are open let it be real cant stand another false sighting if the memory is the only thing i can keep then i wish i could throw them all away i hate the way it feels with you still inside makes me want to rip the skin off my bones your crawling beneath, cant extract your name its always on the tip of my tongue it never seems to ever want to leave please what must i do what must i take what must i think what sacrifice do i make to cut you out of me and move on with my life your under a veil sustained by the drinks put you into a box with every drug i take burying myself down in a grave just to survive no matter the attempt i see your smiling face i cant ever completely blank you out through the haze a part of you remains at the end of every maze there you stand its like my heart keeps beating so you'll stay there isn't any exorcism that will work you possess me, its daunting to behold in the dark room, in a lit up place there you are waiting, hand lifted towards on the couch, the doorway, and in the bed silhouettes of you are following me wherever i end up, wherever i go your still seeped into my very being i hate the way it feels with you still inside makes me want to rip the skin off my bones your crawling beneath, cant extract your name its always on the tip of my tongue it never seems to ever want to leave please what must i do what must i take what must i think what sacrifice do i make to cut you out of me and move on with my life cut you out of me and move on with my life want to rip the skin off my bones through the haze a part of you remains with every drug i take what sacrifice do i make to move on with my life
