"My Heart Series" - https://suno.com/playlist/907cb688-f774-44b0-9686-e641b3b7072e Everyone promises me they won't be the same Patient waiting, without complaint I warn you that it won't be easy You promise forever, I believe you won't tease I watch them walk ahead of me Pretend there's something I need to see Go on, I'll catch up in a while Then stand there practicing my smile I'm trying hard to stay sporky Make everybody laugh instead They say you look just fine to me I wish they'd look inside my chest And I know that you get tired too I just wish I could stop disappointing you My heart's a little damaged, true But I keep smiling like I'm supposed to do I'm sorry if I'm hard to love I'm giving everything I've got, and it's never quite enough You were patient for a little while Now you barely notice when I smile I know I'm slower than you want me to be But I'm still here I understand why you don't want me. I have secrets, things I don't want seen Like that's a normal thing to need I want to be normal, I try to be normal but I'm far from normal, a tormented soul I want it, but I cancel that week They stop inviting me eventually And I can't blame them, can I? I'm the girl who's always saying goodbye I'm trying hard to stay sporky I wore my brightest smile today They say, I'd feel much better If you tried a little harder anyway I wanted to say the trueth, what it's like To be afraid of sleeping every night My heart's a little damaged, true But I keep smiling like I'm supposed to do I'm sorry if I'm hard to love I'm giving everything I've got, and it's never quite enough You were patient for a little while Now you barely notice when I smile I know I'm slower than you want me to be But I'm still here I understand why you don't want me. Being silly and being brave I wanted everybody entertained If I could make you laugh enough You wouldn't notice what I couldn't do But you don't laugh the way you did And I don't know what I did You say you can't just live like this As if I wouldn't give anything To make this end I don't want to be the reason That you have to slow your life I don't want to need reminding That I'm lucky I'm alive So I'm sorry for my damaged heart I guess for me I have to restart.
