Yeah I know that you’re smiling down on me but I can’t take the pain and I’m drowning in the deep.yo I praying every day it’s hard to balance on my knees l,rather take the easy route if this is how it’s gonna be.[higher pitch singing]but mama didn’t raise no bitch fo show,if the devil wants this soul he’ll need a different approach.so fuck the world and its struggles yeah I’ve seen a lot,and I do the best I can to keep my dreams alive.[verse 2–] ow every time I see you,you got your head hung low,you keep your troubles on the ground so you stumble on your toes.and I,I know that pain yeah I’ve seen it all befow cause I’ve had the same eyes in the mirror that I own.[singing]and it’s hard to shine when your dealing with a lot,try to focus on your grind but your choking on your thoughts,cause your always in your brain and you just wish it would stop,you pray to the lord so you keep that door propped,but your demons see it open and they don’t wanta knock,they let thier selves in and pray off what you got.[verse 3]yeah I might be drowning but I’m swimming for the docks and I know ima gonna reach it for I’m eaten by the sharks.cause this work is in for given,quick to drag you down with it,undertoe is got you locked in the same spot that your swimming.im just trying to reach the top so I’m beating down the ceiling and they ain’t shit that can stop me even if that fan is spinning.so I’m focused on my grind no more chasing all these women,sailing for the coast with all that I can give it.gonna make it out these waters one way or another I’m just trying to live the life that I have yet to discover.[singing]cause he’s focused on his grind gonna give it what he’s got,see the fire in in his eyes till he’s buried in a plot,so fuck the world and its feelings and the demons that I’ve faught,I came along way no more feeding off the dark.[verse 4]in my heart I feel the darkness,to be honest if your heartless,life gives back what you deposit so I’m reaping what I harvest,I harbor so many negatives,it’s hard to stay ahead of it,I’m dying any day so I guess it’s just ere-Levantine,I bottle all this pain and I carry it like a surrogate,I try to stay celibate life fucks you with prejudice.why we gotta be so arrogant it’s got me out my element it time to come together and start living like Americans,embarrassing,intelligent,but a kid with no development,they relish it,imperative,we drop the act and arrogance,so father please for give me every day I try to cherish it,but o don’t follow these sheep so I guess I’m just a heretic,cause half the worlds asleep and just gonna let the devil win.
