# ANGRY AT HEAVEN **(Verse 1)** I'm angry at heaven, I'm angry at God, Angry at every fucking angel watching us fall, You say everything happens for some greater plan, Then explain why you took my brother from my hands. Don't tell me he's in a better place, When his better place means I can't see his face, Don't tell me to pray when I'm screaming instead, I got questions for the sky that keep me awake in my bed. Why him? Why now? Why couldn't it wait? Why give me somebody I love just to take him away? Why make me remember every laugh and every fight, Then leave me with the silence when I close my eyes at night? I ain't trying to be disrespectful, I'm just fucking hurt, I'm trying to understand why the goodbyes always hurt, Everybody wants answers, but nobody knows shit, So I'm yelling at the ceiling like maybe heaven can hear this. **(Hook)** I'm angry at heaven, I'm screaming at the sky, If you're listening up there, tell me fucking why? Why'd you take my brother? Why'd you let him go? Why leave me with memories when I needed him close? I'm angry at heaven, I don't know what to believe, Everybody says he's watching, but I wish he could speak, 'Cause I'd trade every blessing just to have him back, I'd give up everything to hear him laugh. **(Verse 2)** I hate when people tell me that he's "in a better place," Like they know what it's like staring at an empty space, Like they know what it feels like when your blood disappears, Then every little memory brings you back to the tears. I got questions with no answers and a heart full of rage, Got a thousand different thoughts that I can't put on a page, I wanna scream until my fucking lungs collapse, I wanna punch through the sky and somehow bring you back. But I know that ain't possible, and that's what hurts most, Can't fight the inevitable, can't argue with ghosts, Can't rewind the clock, can't rewrite the past, Can't turn one more second into something that'll last. So if heaven really exists, I hope you're looking down, I hope you see your little brother trying not to drown, I hope you see every song, every tear, every scar, And I hope you know I carry you wherever I am. **(Hook)** I'm angry at heaven, I'm screaming at the sky, If you're listening up there, tell me fucking why? Why'd you take my brother? Why'd you let him go? Why leave me with memories when I needed him close? I'm angry at heaven, I don't know what to believe, Everybody says he's watching, but I wish he could speak, 'Cause I'd trade every blessing just to have him back, I'd give up everything to hear him laugh. **(Bridge)** Maybe I'm not supposed to understand, Maybe some questions don't have answers in this life, Maybe grief is just love with nowhere left to land, But that doesn't make this fucking feel right. So I'm gonna be angry, I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna miss you every day I'm alive, And I'm gonna keep loving you regardless of where you are, 'Cause death took your body, But it never took my heart. **(Final Hook)** I'm angry at heaven, But I'm still saying your name, Still looking at the stars when I'm drowning in pain, Maybe someday I'll understand why you had to leave, Until then, I'll keep you living inside of me. I'm angry at heaven, But I love you more than the rage, And maybe that's the reason I keep turning the page, I can't bring you back, but I'll carry you on, Until my last breath, Until I'm finally gone.
