[Cold Open / Hook — voice alone, immediate] I was good to you That’s what makes me sick I gave you the best of me And you made a joke of it I was good to you Better than you deserved I made myself smaller Just to fit inside your hurt [Verse 1] I learned your silence Like a language in the dark I knew when to shut up By the way you parked I knew when your “nothing” Meant I should apologize I knew when your soft voice Was another loaded lie You made me feel needy For wanting basic shit Like truth, like time Like not being punished for it [Pre-Chorus] And I hate that I begged I hate that I bent I hate that I called it love When it was just neglect [Chorus — distorted guitars explode] Fuck you, I was good to you Better than you deserved I made myself smaller Just to fit inside your hurt You don’t get to miss me Like you didn’t choose To ruin the only one Who would’ve died for you I hope it hits when you’re lonely And the room gets cruel I was good to you God, I was good to you [Verse 2] You told them I was bitter You told them I was mean But you left out the nights You made me hate being seen You left out the begging The panic, the proof The way I got quiet Just to survive loving you I wasn’t perfect But I never lied I loved you out loud While you hid me inside Now I don’t trust kindness I don’t sleep the same You don’t get to break me Then act scared when I change [Bridge — stripped, bitter, close-mic] I hope your new love asks Why you never say sorry I hope you almost tell the truth Then choke on the story I hope they love you softer Than I ever could And I hope it makes you hate yourself For not knowing what was good Don’t call me dramatic Don’t call me cruel I was good to you God, I was good to you [Final Chorus — huge doomgaze wall] Fuck you, I was good to you Better than you deserved I made myself smaller Just to fit inside your hurt You don’t get to miss me Like you didn’t choose To ruin the only one Who would’ve died for you I hope it hits when you’re lonely And the room gets cruel I was good to you God, I was good to you [Outro — clean guitar, exhausted voice] I was good to you That’s what makes me sick I gave you the best of me And you made a joke of it
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