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[Verse 1] Every day is a gift I'm done regifting my days to others Who will return my gift to source And then use that energy to harm me I can't stop rhyming when I speak I think in song and it won't repeat Words are streaming to me complete And I know nothing of defeat No pressured time when you are mine Now I stand alone at the end of time So many individuals, so many in line Find in me the resonance that is mine Forever changing, forever without shame No power of form can contain The things inside me in my internal pain These words flow freely like a bleeding brain Won't someone help me, can't stay the same Things ever changing, I'm the frame I could continue forever without refrain Somebody help me steer this train The souls that surround me think I'm insane But I only operate on another plane This side of that, the life, the line, all that Myself stands here in complaint Isn't Yog-Sothoth supposed to be the master of the gate? I'm sitting here now with an empty mental dinner plate Looking to others to obfuscate the words I said to their own tastes I know I talk a lot with nothing to say But I'll continue on forever even if there's only this day No complications of further plans No more caring about my own hands Too confused to tell the difference If I could only understand My place, my purpose, always just out of hand Be it reach or ideal, my time flows like sand Like lost water below the land