Mostly Sunny

[Verse 1] Sunday, 24th of May 22 degrees, mostly sunny It mocks me Contrasting the storms within my soul The sunlight outside mocks my pain And teases my tears [Chorus] Whatever happens without you here today Doesn't mean I'm an emotional mess I wasted a day today Something more constructive isn't on my to-do list Not because I use your presence as an excuse [Bridge] I must have had the longest tea time in my history It's taken hours, endlessly sipping Lukewarm cups of Earl Grey [Verse 2] Holding back the temptation of making those overly, excessively wordy texts All those overshares about the wildlife occupying our home An excuse to send you heart emojis And random photographs [Verse 3] Sunday, 24th of May 22 degrees, mostly sunny It mocks me It doesn't mean I'm not coping No really, honestly I probably won't sit around and scroll on my phone Like I never do that at all [Verse 4] 4:35 I'm still wearing my pyjamas But when you're not home my best intentions need a little bit of help Not that I can't motivate myself I'm just useless sometimes [Outro] I brace myself for the next few days And give myself a break If only, just only, for just today Wake up early Monday morning; bright and sunny Mostly sunny as they say Get it together woman, I tell myself every day And hopefully by Friday night I might breathe freely and exhale once again