As the night rolled in filling the bedroom with darkness, lights off, only the glow of the moonlight. As the ceiling faded into obscurity, filled it began with insects and nondescript creatures. Was I going crazy or is this reality? I did not comprehend. My chest began to contract as I felt someone pull me out of bed. I did not know what was happening, but clearly something was wrong. I heard sounds and seen sights that never before appeared to me, as my confusion grew. The feelings I had were so other and so strange, extreme sadness and lament, so much so that I no longer wanted to exist.