It didn't hurt. Not then. π΅ Not then... π΅ Not then... π΅ Bad news at 9:16 Then coffee at 9:17 Answered a text Changed my shirt Found my keys Normal morning. I even laughed At something stupid Look at me. Model citizen being happy Emotion scheduled For later delivery. Later. Later. La-la-later. My hands know first My chest knows next My head gets the memo Three business days late μ μ΄μ μΌ? (Why only now?) Why now? Why Now? There's a latency Between the hit and me Wait, wait, wait Wait for it There's a latency Between the fall and me There, there, there There it is I'm okay Until I'm suddenly Not. π΅ There it is I'm a professional Postponing the obvious Shockproof packaging Fragile as hell, mysterious Smile through impact Crack in the Uber ride Fine through the goodbye Cry at a red light (great timing.) Brain says processed Pulse says liar Jaw stays locked While the legs get tired House still smells like you. There you are. μ¬νμ μκ³λ₯Ό μ λ΄ (Grief doesn't watch the clock.) It comes when it comes Through the smallest door A cup in the sink Your name is what I think. And suddenly I can't breathe anymore. My hands knew first My chest knew next My head My head Catch up There's a latency Between the hit and me Wait, wait, wait Wait for it There's a latency Between the fall and me There, there, there There it is I'm okay Until I'm suddenly Not. No warning No countdown Just gravity remembering I never left the ground Latency Latency Wait for it Wait for it Wait For it I felt nothing When it happened! So why the fuck Am I feeling Everything Now? π΅ The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts There's a latency Between the hit and me Wait, wait, wait Wait for it There's a latency Between the fall and me There, there, there There it is Maybe being late Doesn't mean I didn't feel a thing Latency Latency No, I'm not okay But at least I'm still here. π΅ The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts But I'm still here.
