It didn't hurt. Not then. ๐ต Not then... ๐ต Not then... ๐ต Bad news at 9:16 Then coffee at 9:17 Answered a text Changed my shirt Found my keys Normal morning. I even laughed At something stupid Look at me. Model citizen being happy Emotion scheduled For later delivery. Later. Later. La-la-later. My hands know first My chest knows next My head gets the memo Three business days late ์ ์ด์ ์ผ? (Why only now?) Why now? Why Now? There's a latency Between the hit and me Wait, wait, wait Wait for it There's a latency Between the fall and me There, there, there There it is I'm okay Until I'm suddenly Not. ๐ต There it is I'm a professional Postponing the obvious Shockproof packaging Fragile as hell, mysterious Smile through impact Crack in the Uber ride Fine through the goodbye Cry at a red light (great timing.) Brain says processed Pulse says liar Jaw stays locked While the legs get tired House still smells like you. There you are. ์ฌํ์ ์๊ณ๋ฅผ ์ ๋ด (Grief doesn't watch the clock.) It comes when it comes Through the smallest door A cup in the sink Your name is what I think. And suddenly I can't breathe anymore. My hands knew first My chest knew next My head My head Catch up There's a latency Between the hit and me Wait, wait, wait Wait for it There's a latency Between the fall and me There, there, there There it is I'm okay Until I'm suddenly Not. No warning No countdown Just gravity remembering I never left the ground Latency Latency Wait for it Wait for it Wait For it I felt nothing When it happened! So why the fuck Am I feeling Everything Now? ๐ต The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts There's a latency Between the hit and me Wait, wait, wait Wait for it There's a latency Between the fall and me There, there, there There it is Maybe being late Doesn't mean I didn't feel a thing Latency Latency No, I'm not okay But at least I'm still here. ๐ต The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts The body keeps the receipts But I'm still here.
