
The Quiet I Fear the Most | Zephyra
🎵 The dust has settled Over the night that seems to go on and on On and on, on and on. The thoughts I've wrestled Of falling off the bridge we built. It goes on and on and on I've witnessed empires fall Without fuel for the fires I've watched lights burn out And regretted not being close Hand me a wilted rose (oh) I'll hold it to my chest I'm not afraid anymore (no) To say I'm not at my best I've awakened A side of me I tried to hide No matter the voices telling me Not to leave their side. I can love someone Even if I don't love myself And I can be the one I couldn't be for anyone else I crave the quiet But when it answers back When it answers the call Will it be what I wanted all along? 🎵 The air feels colder When the morning leaves its teeth in me I keep getting older But the hurt still speaks in infancy I’ve carried names like anchors Tied beneath my tongue Every message I never answered Still knows where I’m running from Hand me a wilted rose I’ll hold it like it's sacred I’m not afraid anymore To say I’m unable to take this I've awakened A side of me I tried to hide No matter the voices telling me Not to leave their side I can love someone Even if I don't love myself And I can be the one I couldn't be for anyone else I crave the quiet But when it answers back When it answers the call Will it be what I wanted all along? It ain't the dying It's the space we leave behind We've hurt enough in our lives I don't want to be more weight on their minds, no I don't trust surrender To be merciful to them 'Cause I've been there I've been the one to watch the quiet take them away (I've been there) (I've been there) (I've been there too many times) I've awakened A side of me I tried to hide No matter the voices telling me Not to leave their side I can love someone Even if I don't love myself And I can be the one I couldn't be for anyone else I crave the quiet But I know There’s a kind of calm That takes more than it gives I crave the quiet But when it takes me from you I know It's the quiet I fear the most The quiet I fear the most I'm still here fighting I'm still here fighting for life I'm still here fighting The quiet I fear the most.

