
inner shadows
Close your eyes, it's time to rest Let your weary mind be blessed Pull the blankets to your chin Let the peaceful night begin But what if... Count the sheep that jump the fence Let your muscles lose their tense Breathe in slow, breathe out the day All your worries fade away Morning's just a dream away Everything will be okay But what if you're not good enough? What if tomorrow will be rough? What if they all see right through The mask you wear, the fake "I'm cool"? What if you wake up all alone? What if this bed's not really home? Hush now, these are silly thoughts Random fears that can't be caught Close your eyes and count to ten You'll feel safe and sound again These shadows aren't even real Just emotions you can heal Remember every time you failed? Every promise you derailed? They're all laughing behind your back You're a fraud, just face that fact Every word you ever said Was a lie inside your head You don't deserve to feel at peace These doubts will never cease Stop, please stop, I need to sleep But the thoughts, they cut so deep Round and round, they never end Is this voice my enemy or friend? Sleep, just sleep, make it stop— —but you can't reach the top Dreams are safe, dreams are kind— —but you can't escape your mind We are the voices in your head The living thoughts you've always dread Inside, inside, we're both inside The truth you've tried so hard to hide We are the war inside your brain The sunshine and the acid rain Wait... I know this voice so well It's not a demon straight from hell It's just the part of me that cares Too much about judging stares You're not my enemy, you're me Protecting who I need to be I only try to keep you safe From every possible mistake But maybe... maybe I'm too loud? Maybe I keep you from the crowd? I build these walls so very high To stop the world from seeing you cry You're scared too, aren't you, friend? Afraid that this will never end? What if we stopped this endless fight And learned to sleep throughout the night? We are one mind, one beating heart Fear and love, they shouldn't part Sleep now, child, we'll both stand guard Being human isn't hard When you love all parts of you Even shadows can be true We are the voices in your head But we don't have to fill you with dread

