My mind is blank blank blank Full of nothin-nothin I keep a smile in my pocket Yeah, I'm frontin-frontin Truth is darkness in my head keep comin-comin While the buzzing in my body keep me runnin-run Yeah I'm afraid Of everything and anyone that comes my way Yeah I'm afraid Of everything in my head that I can't explain Yeah I'm afraid, what? So I'm afraid I'm afraid I'm a- -fraid, yuh [Verse 1] I keep tryna play it normal, play it cool like it’s something I rehearsed, but the second I get quiet all the worst thoughts burst. I said I been holdin my breath like it’s keepin me secured, but the breath keeps fighting Like peace I aint earned And I hate that I shake when I’m tryin to stay firm like don’t ask me what’s wrong cause you might just learn. I keep a smile in my pocket So I don't get burned But sometimes I up and drop it And the tables turn [Pre-Hook] My mind is blank blank blank Full of nothin-nothin I keep a smile in my pocket Yeah, I'm frontin-frontin Truth is darkness in my head keep comin-comin While the buzzing in my body keep me runnin [bridge] But the fear? It’s a tide, and it rises when it slows. Yeah I'm afraid (Afraid-afraid) Every moment is a step in a game I never played. Yeah, I'm afraid (afraid-afraid) tryin not to break from the weight I can’t evade. Yeah I’m afraid, what? Hell, I’m afraid still I stay [Verse 2] I keep movin like a ghost in a body that’s too loud, like I’m walkin with a storm in the middle of a crowd. People say I look calm, guess I wear the mask too proud but inside? I’m a threat to the quiet I vowed. [Bridge] But I’m here shaking, sure, Heart weird, mind smeared, but I’ve made it every year. And fear don’t get to steer even when it reappears. [Hook] My mind is blank blank blank Full of nothin-nothin I keep a smile in my pocket Yeah, I'm frontin-frontin Truth is darkness in my head keep comin-comin While the buzzing in my body keep me runnin-runnin [Hook] Yeah, I'm afraid (afraid-afraid) every moment is a step in a game I never played. Yeah, I'm afraid (afraid-afraid) tryin not to break from the weight I can’t evade. Yeah I’m afraid but I’m still stayin. Still sayin I’m afraid. And still I show up anyway.
