### 💔 Trapped Inside My Mind I’m trapped inside my mind again, Replaying every hurt, reliving all the pain. I try so hard to trust, but I’m afraid, Because everyone I love leaves scars that stay. I wonder what I did to deserve this life, Why every little thing feels like another fight. No matter how hard I try to make things right, I still end up hurting, crying late at night. I’m scared of losing everything I’ve found, Of watching everyone leave without a sound. I’m terrified of being all alone again, With nobody to hold me through the pain. I miss the girl I used to be, The one who smiled and felt so free. Now I question everything and everyone, Wondering if my happiness will ever come. I keep my feelings buried deep inside, Putting on a smile while I’m hurting inside. I wish I could explain what's going on in my head, All the words I swallow, all the tears I shed. I’m tired of being strong when I’m breaking inside, Tired of pretending that I’m always alright. I give so much love, but I’m left feeling blue, Wondering why I keep getting hurt by the ones I’m true to. I try to see the good in everyone I meet, But every disappointment knocks me off my feet. I build up my walls just to keep myself safe, Afraid that one more heartbreak will be too much to face. I wish someone could see what's underneath, The broken trust, the fear, the pain I keep. I just want someone who won't walk away, Someone who'll mean it when they promise to stay. I'm tired of questioning what I've done wrong, Of feeling like I have to be brave all along. I never asked for a life full of tears, I just wanted love that could quiet my fears. Sometimes I feel like I'm losing who I am, Trying to survive the best way I can. I want to feel safe without fearing the end, To trust someone's love and not question when it'll bend. I’m still trying, even when I feel alone, Still searching for a place that feels like home. I may be hurting, but I’m still holding on, Hoping one day these dark clouds will be gone. Maybe someday I'll find peace of mind, And leave some of this heartbreak behind. Maybe I'll learn that not everyone leaves, And find the kind of love that lets my heart breathe. Until that day, I'll keep searching for light, Keep hoping tomorrow will feel more alright. Because beneath all this hurt and the tears that I cry, There's still a part of me that wants to see a brighter sky. 💔
