[Instrumental Intro: Roland TR-707 drum machine beat, cold chorused Fender Precision Bass, Prophet-5 dark pads] [Verse 1] Just like a knife stabbing my heart When you answered that trick question I felt it piercing into my guts I felt the pain that comes with love I felt it like a kick in the nuts I felt the pain of loving you [Verse 2] I probably did something that hurt you too But just like you can't know what's going on in my head I hurt you without even knowing I did so I was saying this, but you understood that Now you're holding a grudge and now you're acting mean But how was I supposed to know you felt this way? [Pre-Chorus] I came to the conclusion that your love for me is surely fading And that you just don't care about my feelings Insinuating I'm overreacting just because I'm a drama queen [Chorus - Driving Bass & Gated Drums] The pain of loving an asshole The pain of loving you The pain of being played with The pain of being so stupid It's easy to say "I love you" But you realized it's not the same acting like it's true [Verse 3] I give so much to you, but you don't even seem to notice at all You never say thanks, I appreciate Acting like all I give to you is only to gain control over you Like all I gave to you was due to you [Chorus - Darkwave Synth Explosion] The pain of loving an asshole The pain of loving you The pain of being played with The pain of being so stupid It's easy to say "I love you" But you realized it's not the same acting like it's true [Bridge - Slow Down, Cold Synth Sequence] But I can't resist hearing those three words that no one told me You know that if you say "I love you" to me, I'm fool enough to believe it's true You say you're tired of proving your love to me So that's why nothing you do reflects the love you say you have for me How can someone tell me "I love you" all the time while acting selfishly? Doesn't even try to make an effort to show me that they care about me I know you don't fucking care about hurting me [Guitar repeating notes Guitar is post punk dark wace sound, Heavy Driving Bass] [Verse 4] That's something you don't have to prove to me You're saying the fault is always me, not believing you But how can I do when all I'm sure is how painful my life is now? Never gonna be mean to you the way you're with me now I'm loving someone who is just using me, I'm afraid it's true [Verse 5] You say you don't have to prove that to me But now I think you can't prove it 'cause you just don't love me And you're lazy to take the blame So you're using me without the need to even try to fake it a little [Outro - Heavy Bass, Minimal Drums] I'm not gonna be able to ever recover You took something that was already dead Took the time to resurrect it, just to kill it again and again How horrible things are now How horrible my life is since I'm your lover Since I'm your lover, I'm such a loser How fucking horrible things are now [Fade Out] [End]
