3844 - the last time / mantra version

Whirlwind… whirlwind… whirlwind in my chest spiraling… spiraling… spiraling through my breath I can’t breathe I can’t breathe I can’t breathe but I go forward forward forward like the kick like the kick like the kick that never dies You and I You and I You and I are one are one are one One pulse one line one body in the endless motorik time pushing pushing pushing toward the edge If you and I go together If you and I go together If you and I go together it’s the last time the last time the last time but the last time is a door and the door is a loop and the loop is a circle and the circle never ends first time last time first time last time first time last time f i r s t - l a s t - f i r s t - l a s t like a wheel in a wheel like a signal in the static like a star collapsing inward into itself into itself into itself and it starts again and it starts again and it starts again again again again pulse after pulse after pulse after pulse until the moment breaks until the moment burns until the moment explodes .... and suddenly ...... light. sparks. fire in the sky. the cycle detonates in a thousand glowing shards. and from the ashes a first time a last time a first time a last time rising rising rising into the endless endless endless machine of us.