[Intro] ozmos chronicles Entry One: so I'll write a song instead [Verse 1] can't focus enough to keep a journal can't remember through the diurnal drive pushing me towards less infernal motives and methods in the nocturnal so I'll write a song instead maybe that'll capture what's in my head so I'll write a song instead to glimpse the sempiternal spread so I'll maybe write a song instead to capture the essence of what's unsaid so I'll just write a song instead turn the page and reflect on what I've said [Chorus] so I'll write a song instead maybe that'll capture what's in my head so I'll write a song instead to glimpse the sempiternal spread so I'll maybe write a song instead to capture the essence of what's unsaid so I'll just write a song instead turn the page and reflect on what I've said [Verse 2] it's been a little past 30 days thus far having completed my residential stay at a place called recovery unplugged, today and I don't exactly feel like a star but I feel like I've been equipped at least with the methodology to not just appease the demons inside me that never cease but furthermore maybe even approximate peace mind your manners, boy, did you say please? of course I did, when I asked for a new lease on life recovering from the chronic disease of addiction and the ways it seeks to release any hope of sanctity, no complaints you see now I find myself on day 5 of PHP that's partial hospitalization program, which be the next step in continuity of care for me the ongoing maintenance of my sobriety through which I hope to maintain propriety because if I'm to attain any form of notoriety I can't let it be from intoxicated impropriety hello, we live in a good ol society and these are the thoughts comprising me [Chorus] can't focus enough to keep a journal can't remember through the diurnal drive pushing me towards less infernal motives and methods in the nocturnal so I'll write a song instead maybe that'll capture what's in my head so I'll write a song instead to glimpse the sempiternal spread so I'll maybe write a song instead to capture the essence of what's unsaid so I'll just write a song instead turn the page and reflect on what I've said [Verse 3] tonight I got to hear from two of my friends from my residential stay: the dividends of recovery paying back and the trends remaining positive in the effort I spend not only that, this is the second song today I've taken the time to express in my way realizing that this is my modality to display an effort at my chronicle of recovery play as long as I keep it focused and remember that community and solidarity will dismember any need to consume something that engenders nothing but suffering in the forms it renders the prognosis surely will remain pleasant and the progress need not be effervescent nor ephemeral in the experience collected even if my internal map isn't fully bijective it'll keep approaching isomorphic if I let it expand at the pace that I have come to reckon is perfectly appropriate for the connection to self and society that I've sought for so long I just have to remember to simply stay strong and not let my social anxiety dictate my decisions I can't be the steward I see myself as in my visions for the future if I don't allow myself the grace to accept that I don't always have to save face [Breakdown] so I'll write a song instead so I'll write a song instead maybe that'll capture what's in my head turn the page reflect on what I've said [Extended Breakdown] so I'll write a song instead so I'll write a song instead so I'll write a song instead turn the page and reflect on what I've said [Final Chorus] so I'll write a song instead maybe that'll capture what's in my head so I'll write a song instead to glimpse the sempiternal spread so I'll maybe write a song instead to capture the essence of what's unsaid so I'll just write a song instead turn the page and reflect on what I've said [Outro] turn the page reflect on what I've said
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