I Can't Love Me

I love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you... but I hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me... (It’s really ridiculous) If I die, if I leave forever... no, I don’t want to think like that, the doctor calls them dark thoughts, they will pass (I hope) because I want to live, to feel alive, and I can’t use that against you. It’s weird to say it, but I’m letting go, you’re all fucking idiots and I’m just like you anyway. You’ll never hear this damn song, which isn’t pretty or cute but dark (dark dark dark dark dark dark...) I’m going crazy (save me) Because I love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you... but I hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me... (It’s really ridiculous) Everything annoys me, I’m running out of names in my dictionary to clearly say what I feel. If I can’t find the words, nobody wants to understand me. My brain overheats and lets me down. It’s starting to get long, there’s luck and miracles acting like divas, but I don’t know if I can hold on until the light decides to show up. Oh yeah, because I can’t love me. I love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you, love you... but I hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me, hate me... (It’s really ridiculous) i can't love me