思い出って都合よく形を変えるんだね(Memories Shape Themselves)

The English lyrics are written below the Japanese lyrics, so feel free to check them out! 朝焼けが染みついたカーテン 昨日の自分が亡霊みたいに立ってる コーヒーは冷めきって 言い訳だけが熱を持ってる 承認欲求が強いくせに 優しくされると怖くなる 「大丈夫」って言うたびに 誰かの声で自分を騙す 優しさってなんだっけ？ 誰かのために壊れることか？ いや、違うか。 壊れたふりして逃げることか 俺はまだ過去の後悔を履いたまま 誰かの笑顔に目を逸らす それは嫉妬か、 自分を見たくなかっただけか？ 「正しさ」ばかりが街を歩いて 笑ってやがるぜ 俺の「間違い」はどこに捨てれば いいのか教えてくれよ 誰かが勝手に決めたルール 生き苦しさに名前つけて 「普通」って呼ぶのはもう やめてくれよ あの頃はよかったと 天井に話しかけて 過去に入り浸ってるけど あの頃がよかったかどうかなんて もう今更わからねぇよ “Memories Shape Themselves” The curtains stained with dawn, Yesterday’s self stands there like a ghost. The coffee’s gone cold, Only excuses still burn with heat. Craving approval, yet afraid of kindness, Every time I say “I’m fine”, I trick myself with someone else’s voice. What was kindness again? Breaking yourself for someone else? No… maybe not. Maybe it’s just pretending to be broken, just to run away. I’m still wearing the shoes of regret, Turning my eyes away from someone’s smile. Was that jealousy? Or was I just afraid to face myself? “Righteousness” walks the streets, Laughing out loud. Where am I supposed to throw away All my “mistakes”? Tell me. Rules someone else decided, Giving names to suffocation, And calling it “normal”… Please, just stop. I talk to the ceiling, saying “those days were better.” I keep lingering in the past, But whether those days were really better— I can’t even tell anymore.