[Verse 1] Yesterday you said, that today would be the day, but I knew you were full of shit, so if didn't matter anyway, you wanna do the shit you do, but then get mad at me? I know we both have our problems, but yours isn't only killing you, you know its fucking killing me! [pre-chorus] (after all you've lost.. ) (you wanna stay this way?) (well then if that be the case..) (then you're going to have to do it..) (WITHOUT ME!) [hard deep bass drops in - with turntables] [chorus] I can't believe that, you would choose this over me! im fucking sad and disappointed, but I've always been that way, you break my heart, and make the sun go away.. I guess I'll go back to living, in my world of gray.. [added post chorus] [screamed] (FUCK THAT! FUCK THAT!) [bridge] Why the hell, should I have to beg you to change? you would thing that if you loved me, then you would take my hand, and make the quick get away! but we both know its not that easy, your stuck in it, and there is no fucking escape! the thirst has taken over, you aren't and never again, will we ever be the same. how can you go on living? WITHOUT ME!? [Featured Solo -Punk rock guitars - hard aggressive chords, with turntables, and dubstep] [Verse 2] [vocal glitches and chops] (Can we, Can we, Can we..) ever heal from this? forever? now? or later? can we find some joy? maybe a some fucking bliss? im sorry, not sorry.. but your the one that is to blame, you bitch. [chorus] I can't believe that, you would choose this over me! im fucking sad and disappointed, but I've always been that way, you break my heart, and make the sun go away.. I guess I'll go back to living, in my world of gray.. [post chorus 2] what in the hell, did I do? to ever deserve this? I guess that, that's just life? no way! I won't listen to that shit.. I thought I needed you, and vice versa, and so now, all of a sudden, you are chasing it, fuck everything, and nothing else is ever as important!? [second bridge - halftime] [FUCK THAT! FUCK THAT!] [AND NOW I GUESS IT, THAT, AND NOW YOU! ] I WILL NEVER BE SECOND BEST, to some shit, that you just, put it your veins! you love it, but I cannot stand the pain! you have lost your mind, and no longer have a heart, addiction stole it away! you are all that i had left, but now you've gone insane, you've thrown everything away.. [Verse three-Rapid-fire rap verse] Uhh.. who the fuck do you think that you are? where the fuck are you? you are out doing that shit? bitch, give me the keys to the car! [vinyl stop] [drop all sounds back in aggressively-full band] that you know that I fucking paid for! you just ghosted on all of us, you are person I no longer trust! so what, now you're fucking that dude? the redneck with shitty tattoos? Psssh, tell me something that i already knew. that shit is old news, that punk bitch can have you, that dude aint shit, and neither are you, but if you want the truth, that shit hurt me bad, and in no way was it cool, cant stand to look at you, because 10 years wasn't worth what was in that little bag. man, what a fucking drag, you had my heart, no way to take it back, why would I want it? cause now it is broken, guess I'll go back to being sad. [silence] you know i tried to give it my all.. [guitar solo] [slows down - cut out all instrumentals] [slowly playing the melody, just one ac oustic guitar] who rhe hell am I to ever ask you to change? but the one who said, that you were my best friend, and my home.. now you fucked up, its over and now, no going back, this time. [super hard double bass drum] cause we are both alone now, you made your choice, I lost the battle, let me be, dont speak to me, I'll be fucking fine.. maybe someday.. eventually. [vinyl scratch] [whispers] damn this sucks.. [vinyl stop] [screech all sounds to a hard stop]
