Carry the Weight [Explicit Lyrics]

Woke up with yesterday Still sitting in the chair, Coffee cold beside the sink, Smoke hanging in the air. The hallway light keeps buzzing Like it knows I haven't slept. There's a dent beside the doorway From something that I left. Pull the wire a little tighter, I wanna hear the metal complain. Some things only show you what they are When they're carrying the strain. I can carry the weight, Just don't tell me it's nothing. I've been holding it straight While the whole damn thing was buckling. If there's something underneath, Let it crawl out where I can see. I can carry the weight Just quit hanging it on me. There's a crack across the ceiling I've been watching spread for weeks. Funny what you start believing When nobody fucking speaks. I don't need another answer Wrapped in something clean and nice. Tell me exactly what you're thinking. Let me hate it if you're right. Pull the wire a little tighter. Let the weakest piece give way. I've spent too long holding onto things That never meant to stay. I can carry the weight, Just don't tell me it's nothing. I've been holding it straight While the whole damn thing was buckling. If there's something underneath, Let it crawl out where I can see. I can carry the weight Just quit hanging it on me. You want the truth? Fine. Some days I don't know if I'm holding this together... or just standing underneath it. I can carry the weight, But I won't carry it forever. Let the whole thing cave, Maybe broken fits together. If there's something underneath, Let it finally fucking breathe. I can carry the weight Just quit... hanging it on me. Yeah. That's enough. ──────────────────────────────── © 2026 Govannon · Onath Lorn Audio Human-directed · AI-generated music Concept, lyric development, creative direction, editing, refinement, and final selection by Govannon Unauthorized copying, reproduction, re-uploading, redistribution, or commercial use is prohibited All rights reserved ────────────────────────────────