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I Choose What I Will Be

[Verse 1] I thought my strength was mine alone A power buried in ancient stone I carried worlds inside my name And thought that I alone could bear the flame Then Paarthurnax stood before me And showed me what I could not see The weakness buried in the curse Could be turned against it first [Pre-Chorus] I closed the doors to Oblivion I sealed the Deadlands away No more feeding on my power No more taking what I make If Dagon wants what lies within me Let it reach and find nothing there For this time I know the weakness And I know that I am there [Chorus] I CHOOSE WHAT I WILL BE! Not what the curse demanded me! Not the rage, not the flame Not the monster wearing my name! I have friends who stand beside me I have hands that pull me through And the strength I thought was lost Was waiting for me to choose! [Verse 2] I took the form I once abandoned The shape I thought I'd left behind Four arms, four fists, ancient power But this time the strength is mine No Deadlands fire can consume me No Oblivion can call my name I don't need destruction To prove that I have changed I am Mehrunes I am Leaper I am more than what I was And I will not let old destruction Tell me what I am because... [Pre-Chorus] I have learned that strength is shared Not a throne I have to guard Every hand that reaches toward me Doesn't make me weak or scarred [Chorus] I CHOOSE WHAT I WILL BE! Not what the curse demanded me! Not the rage, not the flame Not the monster wearing my name! I have friends who stand beside me I have people who believe And the woman standing here now Is the woman I choose to be! [Bridge] And Dante... I was angry that you kept things from me Then I stopped... And saw myself in you I made my plans without you I faced the curse without your hand I spoke with ancient gods and dragons As if you couldn't understand But you are not beneath me You are not someone to protect You are the one I chose to love And I should treat you with respect No more deciding for each other No more hiding what we fear If we're going to face forever Then I want you standing here [Breakdown] I don't need to face this alone. I don't need to become something else. I don't need to be Dagon. I don't need to be what Alduin made me. I choose. [Final Chorus] I CHOOSE WHAT I WILL BE! The curse does not define me! I am stronger with my friends I am stronger when I see That love is not submission And trust is not defeat I don't stand above the people Who have chosen to stand with me! I CHOOSE WHAT I WILL BE! Let the old worlds remember me! Let the Deadlands call my name Let destruction scream in vain! I have found my strength within me And I know what I can do Not because I stand alone... But because I don't have to. [Outro] I am Mehrunes. I am Leaper. I am neither curse nor cage. I have lived through countless worlds. I've survived the end of ages. And for the first time... I choose what comes next.